Inner Voice Of Me About U...T_T

Well...it has been 4 days since i laz sms wif u...
3days ago...I tried 2 call u bt ur phone is nt on...
I rmb I encounter tat situation 3 months ago when u went 2 taiwan...
Bt tis tym...u din leave any msg 4 me...nt even in fb...
I'm worried lyk hell abt u...
I'm sked tat u mite hv had an accident n idk abt it...
I tried 2 call ur fren,Jun Keat...bt another gal picked up de phone n said tat he's bz rite nw...
So,she asked me 2 call ltr...bt end up i dun dare 2 call anymre...cuz I sked he's still bz or no1 will pick up de phone anymre...
Den,I try 2 call ur phone once agn...bt de line is engaged...I was hapiie at 1st cuz i tot ur phone is on agn...bt den when i try 2 call another tym,its off...
My heart feel damn tired worried abt things lyk tis...y cant u jz contact me?
Since de begining,u wud nvr answer my call...n y's tat?
Sked of me?Or u hv sumthing hidden frm me?
Wad's tat?Huh?Wad is tat tat u cant b honest wif me?!
Do u noe tat many of my steps' fren said tat u're probably a gal!
Bt I chose 2 belif in u!Many tym I called u,u'd nvr pick up!Oni once,bt tat's ur cousin,a gal!
Idk shud i trust wad she said anot!Many evidence point out tat u're a gal!
Y cant u jz pick up my calls n prove it 2 me tat u're nt bluffing me?
I jz wanna hear ur voice...I jz wanna noe de truth...T_T