Chaoz!!! ><''

Haiz...I oso dunno wad happen 2 me le...
All unhappy n unlucky stuff happened 2 me in tis short period...
1stly...I had problems wif my 1 n oni club at skul...
Den,I had problems wif my auntie...I dunno y bt she jz keep coming after me abt tis n tat...haiz...i oso fed up jor...
3rd thing was my hp...my mom rampas it n den giv me auntie keep!!!Jz becuz I bought myself a new simcard secretly!!!How cruel my mom is!
Nw!I had problems wif him...Since i hv no hp...n he doesnt answer my calls at all n we both r nt gonna on9 tat often nw...I decided 2 stay away 4 awhile...bt I din gt 2 inform him abt these stuff...he said he'll w8 b4 tis...bt...will he still w8 even if I dun contact him?I'm nt sure...bt 1 thing I'm pretty sure is...I'm gonna miz him so so much!
God,tis is de 1st tym i sincerely pray 2 U...plz let our relationship becum better n better...atleast make him answer my calls...I feel damn(sorry 4 de vulgar words i used) insecure wheneva I cant reach him...I felt as if I fell down in2 a deep pith n cant gt up at all...trapped in de dark...helpless...I feel lonely...
I hope once i open my eyes ltr after short nap...I'll hv a turn in my life of de year...*AMEN*

P.S. I hope I can b de happiest person of de whole world on my graduation day...^^