The End...

Wakakakakaka...I'm bck 2 SINGLE^^

I'm connected to sumone...

Well...1st of all...I wanna tell eu guys...I finally gt myself a BF!!!><
Yeah...our relationship started off abit random...both of us doesnt noe each other well...
He's my bestie's fren...we met 3 tyms up till nw...n yea,we cpled...random rite?
Bt I lyk de feeling being wif him^^I noe i hvnt lyk him until can b said is LOVE...
Bt I think,if we wan it,our relationship can last long...
We cpled on 14th of Dec 2011...its a very special day...do eu noe wad day is it?
It's Huggy Valentines Day!!! Special rite? XD
Teehee...2day I went 2 his college's open day at Pj State...went thr all alone><
He came out 2 gt me when i reach state cuz I 1st tym go 2 his coll...
I "da bao" lunch 4 him...bt I think he abit paiseh 2 take it in2 his coll...
So,I help him carry it whole day><
I was suppose 2 leave b4 2pm bt I wanna teman him abit mre...
So,end up I stay thr until 5pm><
I gt 2 hold his hand many tyms 2day...n I reli lyk de nice feeling of holding his hand...very nice n safe...^^
Bt hor...I oso abit paiseh 2 hold hands wif him infront of his coursemate...
So I jz hold his hand under de table oni>Keke...abit paiseh cuz a ex CHS-ian was thr wif us 2><
Oh ya,forgot 2 mention wad happen when I 1st walk in2 his college...
He explain 2 his frens saying I'm his fren n jz 2 come n luk arnd de college...
N dey tell him dun fake fake,gf den gf la...say fren pulak==his face damn red leh after being told so>Hmm...2molo Ima gonna go bck Kampar...bt I planned 2 go out wif him once he's free after de X'mas week...hope tat we can hold hands agn lor^^
N yeah,i smsed him after we parted,telling him tat holding his hand feels so nice><
He replied bck saying tat he's gonna pengsan d holding my hand...gt tat excited mou?==
Haha...anyways...I'm lukin 4ward 2 a long lasting relationship wif him...><

P.S. Ganbateh 2 make me fall deeper 4 eu ba^^ <3

Outing with Allison Chow

2day is de day we've been planning 4 da whole laz week...
Finally I can properly go out wif my kaimui,Allison Chow...
Since she broke up wif him,she's been tru all kinds of sufferings...
So I decided 2 go out wif her 2 cheer her up abit...
Okay,lets begin my journey frm ytd...
Ytd I suddenly gt de idea of making SuYi sumthg meaningful...
Tat is,folding lucky stars 4 her...cuz I saw wad she posted in fb ytd...
She wans her wish 2 come true...so I decided 2 wrote "Get well soon & May UR wish come true" in every star tat i folded...

2 start wif,early morning,me n suyi had a web skype chat^^
N she show me how she's gonna make up...!
She even went as far as introducing all of her make up collection...!^^
Ltr den,we end de call cuz its omoz tym 4 her 2 come pick me up~
So I quickly packed my stuff n ran 2 find my clothes!!!
Yeah!I find my clothes laz minutes==all thnx 2 suyi,showing me how rock she's gonna dressed!
Bt very faz,I found sumthg reli nice!Its a shirt i bot laz yr n I hvnt even wore it once!
So,I'd decided 2 wear it on out 1st outing after knowing each other 4 omoz 4years!^^
After I'd taken my bath,I went out 2 "dabao" brunch 4 my grandma since I'm nt joining her 4 lunch...I nid 2 take k of her meals==
De ppl at kopitiam thr very unefficient lo!Dey make me w8 omoz 1/2 an hour!RAWR!!!
While w8ing,Suyi called me 2 ask 4 direction 2 my hse...I told her on de phone n very soon,she found me==n de "dabao" still hvnt ready YET!!!!So,I sat in her car n we chatted a lil bit...So nice la...XP She saw my earring n said it was cool n she wanna buy it 2 so I told her it was bot at The Mines...so she hv 2 w8 til ltr lo....^^
So after tat,de "dabao" finally done==slowpoke nia!!!
After settle everything,off 2 The Mines we go~

Reached The Mines abt 10mins ltr,Suyi drived super faz...sked sked><
After parked de car,we went 2 luk 4 sumthg 2 eat cuz both of us din had b'faz yet...
After searching high n low,finally saw sumthg we feel lyk trying...
A japanese stall selling sumthg lyk kaya balls...bt it's actually called takoyaki...
Nvr try b4 so we decided 2 try it out,n end up it reli tasted good!N Suyi odered another dish which I edi forgotten de name cuz its 2 long...>< n duh,it tasted even better den mine!+.+
Suyi ate a lil den say full...I felt so damn sad...pity her...de sickness is making her doesnt live lyk her anymre...I srsly hope everything will b ok 4 her in future n stop suffering frm all those damnass!I scolded her a lil,actually I was jz acting la...I jz wan her 2 hv a few mre bites...How can she eat so lil==doesnt do any gd 2 her health at all!
So after we finish everything,oh ya,I was reli full cuz I finished 2 person's!!!
Nidda go on diet le...if nt gettin fatter n fatter><

After tat,we asked each other wad 2 do?haha...funny...we din exactly plan anything...
So I told her whr is de shop tat i bot de earrings n off we go...
On de way,she keep on ask whr is de shop,den I'll reply her:"neh~thr~"den she'll ask agn:"whr?" we repeated tis 2 lines a few tyms...lol...nw recall bck felt so funny la><
We went 2 de shop which is Thousand Plus n search 4 de earrings,damn!dey're hving promotion!BUY 1 FREE 1 leh!!! Laz tym I buy oso dun hv!So suyi bot 4 pair of it diff design wif jz RM10==I swear I'm gonna buy it nxt tym I go thr...hmph!xp

So after tat we think agn whr 2 go...n den I suddenly had an idea n told Suyi y nt we buy a necklace n carve our name on it n she agreed wif it...
So we head 2 de stall infront of pizza hut n choose sumthg 2 carve our name on it...
End up,instead of necklace,we chose rings 2 carve sumthg on it...
I carved:"JUN BE WITH YOU" and suyi carved sumthg else...bt de design of de ring is still de same la!^^*NOTE:sum part of de story is missing cuz I censored it...*
N den after tat,we went 2 do arcade...guess wad we're doing at thr?

We're camwhoring in a machine!!!hahaha...we took tonnes of pics lyk wad we've planned until we're tired!hahaha...
Den after tat we're thinking abt whr 2 go nxt so ltr den we walked 2 Just K 2 ask abt de price nt its 2 expensive 4 us...den we went 2 de cinema 2 check wad's screening tat tym...suyi says she wanna watch panaromal activity n I sad NO! lucikly TGV at The Mines doesnt hv tat so I'm saved 4 tat tym==bt den Suyi said she wanna watch Don't Afraid Of The Dark/Shark Night!!!! I beg her 2 spare me...T^T so end up we watch REAL STEEL^^so hapiie~
While w8ing 4 de show tym,we walk bck 2 de arcade n continue our photoshooting...XD
We're lyk ki siao taking photos in a photo machine bt using our own camera!!!XD
Until sum1 came in oni den we realise de show tym is near so we went bck 2 de cinema...
When we're queue-ing in de lines 2 buy drinks,suyi saw a halloween cup,its a horror-pictured cup wif a brained lid==she was all excited abt de cup n bought de combo jz 2 gt tat cup!!!><
After tat,off we go~Real Steel is reli awesome bt sum romance part in it made Suyi think of sumthg,sumwhr n sum1 else...tat made her feeling down n cried in her jacket in de cinema...I can oni w8 thr till she comes out frm her jacket...I cant even do anything 2 cheer her up!I'm jz sum useless junk!T^Thow can I even call myself her sista...!She told me she's ok bt I noe she's nt!I jz keep quiet until de show finished...din reli enjoy de ending part until I saw thr's a lil smile on her face...Glad tat she still can smile n laugh at de movie...
The cinema was freaking cold n after de movie ends,when we're leaving de hall,I'm walking lyk crab style==slanting 2 my left side...WTH==?!Suyi was freaked out n asked me:"R eu okay?" I was lyk,yeah...I din noe I'm walking 2 1 side till she asked me tat==maybe its cuz of de chilly feeling frm all de airconds...
After tat,we went 2 de toilet n Suyi keep on asking me y is everybody staring at her,is she weird n I told her she's nt weird...Den while w8ing 4 suyi,I stand outside holding her brainny cup n tat tym,finally,i noe wad's de prob wif suyi...
ITS BECUZ OF HER BRAIN CUP TAT MAKES EVERY1 STARING AT HER LYK SUM FREAKO!!!XD
It happens 2 me when I'm holding her cup outside de toilet w8ing 4 her==LOLs!!!
After suyi came out I told her abt de whole thing happened n she laught at tat...
Cuz its tym 4 me 2 go home,Suyi fetch me home n she drove super faz agn==scary la~T^T
At the traffic light infront of South City,suyi held up her cup 2 drink her coke,she saw a uncle staring at her!LOLOLOLOLOLOL!!! she cant stop laughing telling me how tat uncle dumbfounded at her brain cup!XD
Den we on sum K-pop songs while w8ing 4 de red light 2 b chged in2 green...
Suyi chose 2ne1's I'm The Best...Funny enuf,we shouted de whole chorus part bt doesnt noe a bit abt other lyrics of de song...XD so we jz repeated de chorus part...haha...
We sang lyk kisiao until we reached my hse...keke...so syok~
N btw,nid 2 remind hr abit,she's driving super faz agn...frm The Mines till my hse nt even mre den 15mins...normally I took within 30mins bck n flo...She's super diver..XD
So tats d end of our outing lo~1st tym go outing wif Suyi feels so nice...
If ntg has happened 2 her,I bet tis outing will b awesome in a way!><
However,when I jz bck in2 my room,I gt Suyi's call telling me tat she nearly crash in2 sum1...oh gawd!I was gonna shout at tat tym,running 2 my window n c if she's still at de junction...I'm sry suyi,I shud've told eu tat de junction infront of my hse is super dangerous...sry tat I cuz eu in2 tat abt-2-happen accident...T^T

Bt overall,I still feel hapiie frm our very 1st tym outing...Luv ya sista^3^
We shud plan mre outings n meet each other mre often...>3<

Friday is da Bez!!!

Laz friday,I went 2 SP 2 meet wif my kaimui...
Finally,after all tis yrs...I gt 2 meet her...XD
Well,we started off in a weird way,we knew each other tru de net==
Bt still,she's de bez sista I've eva had!We had so much in common!
Felt so hapiie 2 noe her...n we finally gt 2 meet each other in real!!!
Went to lunch wif her tat afternoon...she's a nice person...
Being wif her doesnt make me felt arkward or anything...
We're jz lyk old frens meeting up...maybe cuz we're 2 much alike?
Took a few pics n 1hour had passed...tym reli flies!!!
Felt so sad tat I hv 2 leave her already...
Gt a weird feeling when i saw her walked bck 2 her academy...
And exactly on tat nite,sumthing did reli happen!Grr...screw tat person!
Well,anyways,de whole day still feel very hapiie...
Oh n btw,I met wif my bestie's new bf...
He's...okok lar...giv me a feeling lyk...macam I punya papa==2 matured!Nt de face la...
Hr's sum pics we took^^

真的很怕！！！

真的吓死我了！昨天终于知道整件事的来龙去脉，但是阿妹她情绪很不稳定。。。

我真的很怕她会做出傻事！她身边又没有人可以陪她。。。

我真的很担心她。。。但是我没办法去陪她丫！

昨天一整天都诸事不利，去到哪里都装到东西，心情真的好糟糕！

晚上陪她讲电话，听到她的伤心，听到她的哭声，我帮不上忙，真的觉得我自己很没用！

希望她能度过这一关。。。

妹，不要一直为别人着想。

为你自己着想好吗？就算是一次也好！不要再折磨自己的身体了！我会怕啊！

就算你不要为自己想也罢，想想我，想想你家人！

你要我二度失去好友吗？

你舍得我伤心哦？

你说我很坚强，比你更坚强。。。

但是你知不知道，就是因为有你的存在，我才能一直坚强地活下去！

如果你走了，我哪还来得坚强呢？！

我会倒啊！我其实很脆弱罢了！

你要好好对待自己，好好活下去！不要离开姐啊！T^T

也许。。。

昨天得知这个好消息，也替你高兴了一下下。。。

过后就为这下小高兴，苦了心头。。。

再来，就怪你，为什么说一套，做一套。。。

还要找个比之前更好的！你现在算是报仇吗？

幸好，你报仇的对象不是我。。。

不然，我可要挖我的心出来看看到底伤得有多厉害！

为什么我还要这样辛苦自己？让自己那么为难！

我想，我应该是帮你帮到傻了！

从一开始，我就不应该帮你！

从一开始，我就不应该对你有一丝留念！

从一开始，我就应该把你忘了！电话号码也应该delete掉！

但是，就算隔了一年多还是不知不觉记起你的号码。。。

从我发出第一封信息开始，注定我是要这样来伤害自己的心脏的了！

也许，我们俩，永远都不会有交际的一天。。。

也许，这样才是最好的结局吧。。。

既然你已经开始了新的一段生活；

那，我也很应该再一次努力地把你忘了！

1st Experience on Baking Cookies^^

Well...its my 1st tym baking cookies...n it'll b my mom's b'day gift^^

Ytd,saturday,10/9/2011,wif my frens,Jia Min & Pui Yee's help...we went 2 GIANT n gt all de ingredients i nid n started 2 bake my butter cookies^^I oso bought a bottle of chocolate rice 4 my garnishing...hr r sum pics of my baking experience^^

Tis is de dough...i noe i luks lyk shyt><

Tis is de melted butter^^

Tis is how it luks lyk b4 i putting it in2 de oven...

In2 de oven it goes~N...

TA-DA!!! My very 1st handbaked cookies^^

In2 de bottle it goes~I wonder wad'll my mom says when she saw de present><

Haha...in d end,my mom jz smile n asked how did i gt all de ingredients==siao!

I tot she'll say tq de!N until 2day,she oso hvnt tried even 1 bite on de cookies!

Eh,plz la!Its edible de okay?!==It's nt poisonous n it taste gd>

Hmm...wad shud i bake nxt round?cookies agn?or cheesecake^^?

我的部落格。。。

有人说，现在的人不流行写部落格了。。。大家都用微波了。。。

不过，我还是会时不时就回来这里“走一趟”。。。

我的部落格，就好像我的日记一样。。。

因为很少人会来这里看我写的东西，所以，想写些什么就写！

不用害怕人家会发现到我们的秘密，尽情地在这里发泄。。。

其实我真的很想那些人看到我写给他们看的每个字，每个句子。

不过，就是缺乏勇气让我不敢让他们知道。。。

可能是胆小吧。。。害怕还是会有人来这里“偷窥”。。。

所以，什么事情都不敢写的太露骨。。。

刚才说到部落格是我的日子，我都把我经历过的事情；

一些我觉得值得留念的事情，我都把它们写在这里。。。

有时回来这里看看过往的“故事”。。。回顾我的人生。。。

接触的人事物，都是那么的值得我们去珍惜。。。

我其实是个很没有安全感的女生，我比谁都害怕一个人。。。

就算自己一个人在家里，也要把电视调到最大声，笑也要笑得最灿烂！

深怕没人知道我的存在似的。。。其实那样的幼稚做法，真的很累！

这几年，我都过得不开心。。。不想多说，只想在这里告诉我自己，我不开心。

现在的时钟显示2：25am，我看，是时候睡觉了。。。大家晚安了。。。

New Day~New Stuff^^

Wakakaka~hmm...y m I laughing?

Lols...I dun even noe...><

Bt when I started 2 type tis 1st sentence...

I'm laughing automatically...sounds crazy rite?XD

Well...actually...thr IS sumthg tat makes me hapiie...

Cuz th's SUMTHG I"m thinking of when I'm blogging...

Dunno la...I can oni think of a word 2 describe tat THING...which is PABO!XD

Haha...I'm nt sure if tis blog of mine gt caught by IT's eyes...den I mampus><

Keke...anyways,de title of my blog is New Day,New Stuff...

So basically,its sumthg new everyday of my Form6 life...

I'm gettin bored of de life oredi...OMG!!!How m I gonna survive in de nxt 1&1/2 yrs?!

Aiya...dun wanna think of negative stuffs when I'm blogging...shoo shoo~

Kay...bck 2 de "stuff" i'm referring...its cute,stupid,blurr...n moz of all...luks lyk a oink 2 me><

Bon Odori is coming soon...tat PIG tell me cant make it==stupid pig...>

Tat pig 2day challenge me leh!say if make me angry liao will I choi "it" bck wor...den I stop replyin liao...let tat pig figure it out itself la!hmph!

In conclusion...I'm gonna HWAITING 2 K.O tat PIG!I'm gonna OWN tat pig 1 day!I swear!^^

ツ寂寞寂寞就好ツ

寂寞加上寂寞再加上寂寞还不是等于寂寞。。。

唉。。。要上高三（Form6）了。。。

大部分的朋友都去了college。。。

跟他们在一起的点点滴滴。。。好怀念哦。。。

星期一就要回到中学去。。。看到我们一起lepak的地方。。。

肯定会想起你们。。。那时，不懂我会不会哭叻。。。

我不想在学校做哭宝啊><但是想到你们，心，还是会痛啊。。。

在这个学校过去的五年里面，有开心，不开心的事情发生过。。。

想到那些事情，一定会想起某些人事物，当然就会觉得烦！

以前还有个好朋友会在我身边分担这些烦恼。。。

现在，不懂我的心能不能度过这两年的煎熬。。。

不过怎样都好，我决定不让他们知道我的伤心难过。。。

我要他们快快乐乐地在大学开始新生活，偶尔想起我这个朋友；

sms我一下。。。那我就很满足了。。。

P.S.我还是那么疼爱我老婆哦～不过我老婆上了大学就忽略我了~T^T

ジ惨了·惨啦ジ

这几天都过着夜行者的生活习惯～

早上6点睡，下午5点醒。。。

就要开学了啦！！！我该怎么办啊><

不过，就只有半夜才会有人陪我。。。

早上，个个人都忙，就唯独我最闲。。。

每天呆在家里，家务又不做，只会玩电脑==

其实我也有骂过我自己的。。。只不过我真的懒到连动都不想动叻><

拜托拜托等我开学了，时间一定要调回来啊～

不然等下开学第一天报到就迟到！很"鱼"的叻><

还有啊～我还是很想念我老婆咯！

突然觉得我身边的朋友都变了很多哦。。。

渐渐的，我觉得以后我们都不会再像初中的时候那么要好了。。。

虽然偶尔会想起他们，不过，也不会有机会再聚在一起了。。。T^T

P.S.老婆我想你啊！！！555

哇！害羞害羞~

哎哟～今天我做了一个不可思议的事叻>< 现在回想回去都羞羞了啦><不敢见人了。。。 是什么事情就卖个关子不告诉你XD 不过哦。。。我希望这次我不用再烦咯。。。 开开心心的享受我们之间的一点一滴。。。 应该会很开心吧？ 你给我的感觉也不会很差啦。。。 只不过太多的神秘感让我觉得怕怕罢了。。。 看到你在朋友和你那些干妹的留言里面，也可以感觉你有点flirteous咯。。。 不过我相信如果你认真起来应该会很不错的一个人啦。。。 所以我真的很想给大家一个机会叻><怎样？
你的决定是？

好多个第一次哦～嘻嘻^3^

哇。。。第一次戴contact lens叻。。。
那天跟朋友出街去ice skating。。。
戴了新买的第一对lens><死我最喜欢的颜色紫色来的。。。^^
头头戴了不是很舒服但是过了2个钟头就好多了！
第一次就戴足8个小时==我朋友说我第一次不能戴酱久的。。。><
怕怕叻。。。会不会把我的眼睛弄盲的啊@@？！
不过也是个好经验啦。。。希望下次戴隐形眼镜是能跟你出街咯～
期待期待哦～么么^3^

My Beloved Bunny!!!

Name:BiiBii
D.O.B:20/02/2011
Age:2month4days
Gender:Unknown
Owner:BabiieJunX(a.k.a Jun)

SPM Results!!!

Omigosh!!! SPM results r gonna come out on nxt Wed...><
Damn! I think all my intenstine is in a knot nw...
Butterflies everywhr in my gut><
So damn hope my result wudnt b 2 cruel 2 luk @...><
Haiz...after gtin my results...starts de new journey of my studies 4 future...
Which path shud I take?Honestly?I still dun hv any idea...
Plz GOD...save poor me...plz tell me wad shud I do? ><